I have a little extra fat on my butt today.
You will get this in a minute. Today it happened again, just like it has in the past. It always happens when I am least expecting it, and sometimes it is hard to tell if it only happens when I am most vulnerable or if it just simply makes me vulnerable. Either way it is never a great thing. You may have guessed already that today I went up a pants size. It always sort of sneaks up on me, I am nearly always surprised when I have put on a little weight, and yet I always know that I am not doing what is necessary to keep the weight off. I guess I am still just not ready to accept the fact that I have to watch what I eat and work out. My family can concur that a majority of my life I spent stick thin. Hard to believe, I know it, but it wasn’t until I was 19/20 that I really began to struggle with my weight. I can remember being able to eat whatever I wanted and never gaining a pound. I graduated high school a whopping 112 pounds (at 5’7”). So, sometimes I st